|Friday, May 28th, 2004|
larry, you're a Shark!
You've got a healthy love of life and a killer instinct. Chances are you hate rules, and don't plan on getting old. You're flexible and friendly on top of being innovative and smart. In short, people respect you.
You're extroverted and love being in the spotlight. Your mantra is "work hard, play hard" — you live life to the limit.
And that's just scratching the surface!
first i am yummy then i am a shark....hell its only 9am, cant wait to see what else i can become through out the day.
|Friday, May 21st, 2004|
For those of you who may not know this, I am now a Logger. I have been for the past 4 weeks and 1 day. I think logging kicks ass.
So far i have not hurt my self yet. there is also alot more to logging then i had first thought. So far i have learned how to chase for the yarder, climb, fall, trip, stumble, fall trees, make poles and make mill logs all quite gracefully.
Loggers seem to be a very tight nit group. such as last Sat. there was a benifit trap shoot at the local gun club as a yearly memorial for a logger who died in his thirtys from a heart attack on the landing while carrying a saw. This tuesday the yarder operator asked me to go find our timber faller and tell him that his daughter was in the hospital an he needed to get there quick. She passed away that night from heart complications I think. The faller was back to work the next morning at 5am. I went falling with him that day just to make sure he was safe. Every one in town was asking me about him and how he was doing. oi guess loggers gossip alot. any way i am in trouble because i dont have my shoes on so i will have to finnish this some time later but i doubt i will remember so take it easy.
|Tuesday, November 11th, 2003|
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|Wednesday, September 10th, 2003|
i love cutting fire wood. i actually do. i am a bit of an ass to be aroud when i am done though because it makes me hurt. cought up on the journals in my friends list, crazy shit man. who would have ever known that some of the simplest things in life could mean so much in the long term of things. so i sit here and smile and think about happy things....like cutting fire wood. take it easy guys and be cool.
|Monday, September 8th, 2003|
well i am 23. have dont own my own car, i have very few clothes, and my looks blow. but on the god side i have an air compresser, tool set, hammer and nail baggs and a head full of useless information. basicly i have to tools to be something better then i am and no idea how i am gonna achive it. in some ways i am the wealthiest person in the word and in others i am slime. money is over rated but a small amount would be nice. oh ya i need a chain saw, so if any of you ahve one and you want to sell it let me know. it was a pretty good day all in all, cut down some black berry vines, fell a tree with and axe (been a while for that one) bucked it up witha saw ans split it and stacked it. still have a little more to do but it went and got dark on me so i did not have timne to finnish. how are you all doing. lonna why are you sleeping i tried to call u tonight by the way. any way blah blah blah. if any of you need or know some one that needs fire wood let me know.
My inner child is six years old!
Look what I can do! I can walk, I can run, I can
read! I like to do stuff, and there's a whole
big world out there to do it in.
|Friday, September 5th, 2003|
well i kinda helped miichael move monday. got to his old house and loaded every thing up, he took na and i to lunch, that was good. we were on out way back to the new place and in hillsburito i get pulled over. thats was kinda entertaining. but not as entertaining as finding out that i had a warrent for not taking a class from my last conviction in november. so out come the cuffs and good bye larry. spent the night in washington county jail. glad we had lunch because they did not feed me. wake up at 630am because we were supposed to be transported. we did not leave till 10am. hand cuffed, shackeled and chained to 9 other guys we made out way to oreson state prison. was there for about 20 min, then went to coffee creek pen. was there for 15 min. then off to douglas county then to coos county where i sat in a 5x7 cell with some other guy that snored loud. at 130am curry county cane to get us and off we went. we got there at 3am and 4 of us were put in a cell that was 5x6. cozy huh? at 5am i got put in my cell. funny they always give me the same one. 6am i got a pancake and a sausage link. not very filling. 10 am i go to court in my neat orange jump suit, cuffs and waist chain. had a good talk with the judge and was released about a year before i should have been. hung out in gold beach for my ride and 5pm wednesday i am dack behind the wheel and gone. ot before looking at the tree i lived in and showing my ride where the cabin i built when i was homeless was. got home at 1 thursday. slept well, ate well. woke up and we decided to go camping so we went to spruce run for the ight and cought crawdads and they tasted good, even allie liked them. this morning i was lucky and cought a trout and it tasted good too. packed up and came home, should be back out there this weekend. anyw ay thats is most of what has been going on minus alot of stoumach turning detail that few i know would want to hear. hope you are all doing well and good day.
|Sunday, August 31st, 2003|
|Thursday, August 28th, 2003|
some how i thought being smart would always be a good thing. why cant i just not know things? what is the saying.. what some one dont know wont hurt them? sounds good to me.
the plot thickens just a tad.
|Wednesday, August 27th, 2003|
well here i am. still kickin. thanks every one for your help last night. went fishing at waterfrount. allie cought 3 fish and had a blast. fading fast need sleep. night all.
|Tuesday, August 26th, 2003|
if you tell some one that what they are doing is hurting you and they say that they are sorry yet they continue to do it are they really sorry? how bad do they really feal? i would emagine that most of your answers are the same as mine yet i seam to be the odd man out yet again. have to go to work today and pretend life is good. have to fight urges of beating the shit out of people that really fucking deserve it. have to fight the urge of driving my car into a tree. well we will see how many of these urges i am able to fight. i honestly dont know. replaced my ring finger tattoo last night. i knew i should have never gotten rid of it in the first place but its amayzing what you will do for the sake of some one else if its worth it to you. stupid me. if any one wants to shoot me i will pay them. any way i am going to go drive a huge truck very fast down the free way and see what happens. bye all and hope that you are NOT AT FUCKING STUPID AS I AM!!!
|Monday, August 25th, 2003|
why is it that the things in live that should be so simple are turning out to me more effort then they are worth? i am a simple guy. simple in every way, simple minded, simple thought prosess. just simple. i prefer a simple life. know ho your friends are and confide in them with out it being twisted or spread like a spam e mail. all i really want ou of life is to be happy and know who and what those are around me are. i am not big on games or making people feel bad or hurting them, wheather it be in directly or deliberate and i think that it is fair that i should expect that. yeah this is another bitch session but hell at least i can share my thoughts and feelings here and not have to put up with any shit because of it. if some one wants to read all this crap more power too them. bottom line i want a simple life and i dont want to be hurt or disrespected for no reason...or freaking lied too. that really pisses me off. any way i wonke up rageing pissed this morning and that was not a good thing. it was that uncontrolable pissed that seaps though your soul. a few linuets of throwing stuff around in my shop and it was mannageable. hope it never happens again. any way, went fishing last night and shot some pool and got drunk. that always helps, well this concludes this eppisode of bitching. hope all of you are doing better then i am and good day to you.
|Saturday, August 23rd, 2003|
|friends, confusion, truth and what ever else
the events of the last few days have been a tad on the odd side but at the same time i have learned alot. i am sure that when all of what is happening is over and makes some kind of sence and settles out i will have learned alot more. lesson one that i have learned is that no matter how many times you tell some one that they can convey their feelings to you in blunt and even brutial honesty if needed. for some reason the truth and the honesty that one tells me is diffrent then what others hear. what others hear and are told depend on who they are and where they fit into the game. i now have a better understanding of the game and now i am prepaird to play it. but on the same note i have played enough games in my life and all i really want is calm, honesty....solid honesty. meaning what i am told damn well better be what every one else hears too. no matter who they are and what they mean to you. if its worth talking to them about an issue tell them the same thing you have told every one else. its only fair. if you all ahve not noticed i dont like being the mushroom.... in other words kept in the dark and fed bull shit. i am a damn streaight up person. i will tell you what i think, how i feal and more importantly why and i dont think that it is un just of me to ask that of those who would like to be called my friends.
my other issue is that some one i know is gonna make a misteak and get hurt. not only by the choice that they are about to make but by breaking trust and starting what has the potencial to be a good thing off the wrong way. i have shared my feelings...yes i have them....i have shared my concerns, the facts, refrences and every thing else that might have helped this person even concider what i ams aying and they have chosen to ignore it. what do i do. do i be the
good friend and wait for the shit to hit the fan then glue the tattered remains back together again. do i walk away. do i afde off into the sunset in search of the land of OZ? for these questions i ahve no answer, only time will tell. how ever being that i am some what religiouse i will count on the power of preyr. just have to be careful what i prey for. God seams to take me quite literal. any way if you or some one you know is on eaither side of the fence that i have just sloppaly presented i wish you the best of luck and just remember that thinking long term is good and that good friemds are damn hard to find and even harder to keep. this concludes jerry springers final thoughts.
|Sunday, August 17th, 2003|
well it has been a little while for me since my last post. went on a hike and camp out with my friend Styx, yes that is his real name. we hiked up to raft lake and camped there over night last night. the lake was awsome. huge fish, that i was not smart enought to catch were every where. it was a nice and well needed trip for me, the last few weeks have brought upon more stress than i thought i could bear. i only wish the trip was longer. need to find some place to move too soon. iguess if all else fails i can go back to the woods again. any way i am pretty worn out so i am gonna hit the hay. take care all and sweet dreams.